how to spend the last day with your student:-D

Extraordinary and funny

You've never been just one of the many

Remember when you joined the quizbee just to win a bike?

You weren't able to have it but in fencing,you always have the winning strike!

Who could forget the drinking contest?

You would finish it first while I'm still satisfying my thirst,

It was through you that I rediscovered cartoons,

You talked about pokemon,f4 and even sent me

G- dragon's emoticons!

You would teach a lot of Korean words,

And with your ninja robe

You had shown before me how good you are

with your sword!!!!!!!!!!!

An ASTRONAUT who will set foot in the black hole and milky way,

For whatever it costs, KIM JAE YOUN,tonight you will have your way,

If you wish to play checkers,we'll do so,even if my boss will fire me the next day!!!!!!

(And the loser is me!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha)

hanging out with friends:-)

There is always pure bliss when you meet old friends. Sans the fact that we were pigging out(hahaha) we had notorious fun!It was worth the under time:-)

so mUch has been left UNSAID

I couldn't understand why for someone who is fond of words,I couldn't give in to a simple plea.

"Tell us something about your lovelife",they said.

It was so short but it was all that was neeeded to leave me SPEECHLESS.

I appreciate my friends because of their ability to be candid.They can recount a narrative and say how they felt about it without hesitation.It felt strange that I couldn't be as OPEN.

So right here,in this portal,allow me to dispel IT.

I chose not to talk because I don't know IF I had TO. Talking for me would only mean I will dignify the pain and just when you start to utter the syllables of your first words , the hurt hits you with a jab, and like a broken record it runs a scornful repetition.

Part of the coping mechanism they say is to shield your thoughts from bitter memories. So I had to think of the mushy quotes, the sweet gestures, the movie hang-outs, the effort to talk with my father even if his Bisaya was so dismal. He was nice,no questions about that. And maybe I forgot that for those moments of being unapologetically happy, I was bound to be completely clueless after.

So in my perplexed mind,I called up a friend.I told her how helpless I am.She would constantly follow me up and during those intermittent calls,his father had eavesdropped once.He said "something" and his analysis was enough to let me burst into laughters.

Yet, even laughter was a short term remedy.

When you're alone in the biting chill of your room,you still brood over IT. Maybe pussyfooting has become a serious hobby for him. Maybe I had gotten so confused.But at the very least,I had expected him to do better than what he did.

I have made a decision.I will remain silent. I want that one day,when I'll meet him again- I can meet him straight in the eye with the subtle pride that springs from the knowledge that until the very end I played FAIR even when he can't afford to do the same.

eavesdropping

It sounded so funny after my friend told me that when we had our private conversation once about a crappy heartache, her father was on the other line listening to it. He gave an unsolicited advice that got me really laughing. But it was the kind of laughter that hurts your jaw!Shame is written all over me.I don't know how to meet his father's gaze when I visit their house again.

lost

I am flustered......Recession is hitting hard and I had the "good sense" of losing the paper bill...

lucy celebrates her gradeschool graduation!!!!

Happy Graduation LUCY!!!!!!I know you weren't feeling well these past weeks but you still come to class....You are very smart.I don't say this lightly because how many twelve year olds know as much world trivias as you?Remember Turkey.Vatican and Thailand's uniques histories and geographical realities?And who else WILL feed me with the LATEST in Miley Cyrus' songs?You would put up with my poor voice quality(hahaha) just so I can master it(never mind the tune).You are the best LUCY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Miley Cyrus is one lucky girl for she has you a fan like you!!!!!!!I think if she can she would be coming to the event!

~happy heart's day~

Expect everybody to swoon into the sweetness of tomorrow's occasion.You might rebuke it as a marketing ploy or you might believe it as the heart's ultimate gesture to share affection, but this Saturday,everybody has the license to feel love and be loved!Happy Valentines Day!Feel free to share your V-day story!